這首歌是Bazzi在人生中最黑暗的一段時光所創作,
而他也透露是音樂生涯中最誠實最貼近自己內心的一首歌。
而我想許多人聽完以後或許也會很有感觸,
一個人離開家鄉工作或求學總是特別孤獨,
在一個人的在夜晚的時候偷偷掉眼淚,
想家的時候卻因為各種原因無法回家,
隔天又必須像沒事一樣工作、上學。
但一切都會過去的!
那些辛苦的過程將會變成滋養你更堅強的回憶。
Lyrics:
I ain't seen my mama in a little bit over a year
已經不只一年沒見到我媽了
And even when I see her, I know she knows that it isn't me here
我知道當我見到她時 她會看出我在這過得並不好
'Cause I'm always in the clouds, somewhere up in space
因為我總是把自己隔絕在外太空一般孤獨
I just hope that I could hug her before it gets way too late, late
我只希望還能為時已晚前 抱抱她
My friends just looking for a call, they wanna say hi
朋友們都在等待我的電話 問候我
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
他們想知道他們認識的那個大男孩是否安好
Seems so simple, it's really so hard
一切看起來是如此簡單 對我來說卻不然
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
我只是 過的不太好
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
我過的不好
It feels so good to say
說出來的感覺真好
I, I don't think I'm okay
我過的不太好
And that's okay
但是沒關係的
Time is moving faster, it isn't slowing down
時間飛快地流逝 從來沒有變慢過
I miss being a kid
我想念當個小屁孩的時候
I miss the way the thunder sounds, sounds
我想念以前家人的關心斥責
Ooh, maybe it's my dream that killed my self esteem
或許是我的夢想 泯滅了我的自尊
Got so good at being someone else
善於扮演大家喜歡的樣子
Maybe I lost myself
也或許我迷失自己
In the search of your acceptance
為了獲得妳的認可
But when they're looking for a call, they wanna say hi
當他們等待我的電話 想問候我
They wonder if the person they knew's still inside
他們想知道那個大男孩是否一切安好
Seems so simple, it's really so hard
看似如此簡單 對我來說真的很困難
I don't want nobody to see my ugly heart
我不想被任何人看見我不堪的內心
To see my ugly scars
看見我醜陋的傷疤
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay
我只是 過的不太好
Ooh, I don't think I'm okay, 'kay
我過的不好
It feels so good to say
能說出來感覺真好
I, I don't think I'm okay
我過的不好
And that's okay
但沒關係
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